Between hope and fear...
Trying to find freedom on the level of the known, the personality, the manifest world, is an attempt to bring the pendulum to a halt.
Freedom is the axis, silent, neutral, without approval or disapproval, without will.
The proces of the Self, that remembers itself: the invitation to come 'home'; appears to be like a person climming up the sometimes, slippery as an eel pendulum, and often sliding back down again.
(insprired by a story by Wayne Liqourman)